Sunday, May 31

It's been so long
I hope you're still reading this blog
i kept looking back and i cant look forward
i miss you ='(
I wish i could see you laughing with that smile again.


attachment will be fucking over after 2 and half months
yeahbaby, we'll be back to school in august

love is missing somewhere

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Saturday, May 16
Dear God,
are you resting up there?

there's bad, there's good people here
while some ugly, and some pretty much perfect
did you went to get some rest while creating these beings?

Or did you,
for the sake of earth
create adam and eve, and spelled them with fate?
since then,
i bet you're still resting till now.

we've never rested,
we've kept on praying.
Are you listening?

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Thursday, May 14
Is this the way it’s really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?

Monday, May 11
Mum turned 51 on 10 may
So yea like always,
Happy Mother's Day and a Birthday to you IBU.

I've not been a good son,
the only son.
I've not been doing well for my things.


Today,
i couldn't woke up for work.
And guess what,
I went to see a china doctor who
like a fucktard didnt give me mc.
Everything doesn't seem to be on my side now.

I met Goh Xinning last friday
like after 6 weeks of disappearance.
She's so pretty but we're much likely cant talk much.
I felt a piece of shit not knowing the money she put in the envelope.
The LG ice-cream I bought for you is a gift,
fucking take it
why do you have to make me feel as if i am a useless asshole-piece-of-fuck?

turn back time when we were 16, when it was only you
a girl selling her water bottles and kiddy stuffs =(

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Monday, May 4

Damn i miss you so much
am i that bad
or did i say something very wrong
or was i not good enough
to be part of you anymore
i miss that nose
i miss that laughter
i miss those sexy cheeks
i miss those thick lips
i miss the shirts you wore.

i missed out the best thing i had
='(
i wonder how are you,
you must be fucking fine.
have you forgotten about the rope you've put aside?


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Saturday, May 2
On labour day,
Swen, Di, Ben and I end up in white
which we totally didnt plan.
planned for midnight movie

So we caught Friday the 13th at cine
around 0150am.
It was crappy and quite scary motherfucker
jason no mercy pervert killer movie.
Afterwhich we finally found a super shit LAN shop
around 0430am
and played our first L4D game together.

woo addictive
after so long, another great day gone by :)

i don't wanna work
life is shit when you work
life is bad when you miss someone so bad
not knowing if she thinks of you.

love is when hayley meets me

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